Wanting what one cannot have – am internal battle of epic proportions and one that just about every human being experiences, at least once in his or her life.
It's that tingly feeling in the "pit of your stomach". Actually, its felt even lower than your stomach (most people actually do no realize how high up their stomach is).
The daydreams, of the "could be's…", the "maybes …" and of course the "what ifs…".
And until those daydreams are fulfilled, or otherwise forgotten about, one subjects themselves continuously to this "self-torture".
*sigh*
Under other news, went for a nice, unexpectantly loooooong walk last night. With 5lb weights in each hand. Was not so fun. But feels good. Like I am actually trying.
I want to date.
That is all for now.
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